I have attained boundless enlightenment in my life, and I would like to share it with the world since I have no son(s) to pass this knowledge onto. Greatness exists in all of us... yes even in someone as badly washed up as the ses. Greatness is not an imaginary or mysterious god-like feature that only the special among us will ever achieve. It exists in all of us... yes even in a tormented mumbling bald reject like WarPawn. You must respect/acknowledge who you are, enforce/empower your direction towards where you need to be in life. From there, you will know what you need to do in order to progress. A common problem with this is that weak misguided, mentally unstable and lost people will always add complexity to the entire movement.
It is normal to become attached to a love interest that may seem innocent and definitive, but this is the first step to setting yourself up for a fatal meltdown that could potentially crush anything and everything that you put together all your life... instantly.
Keep in mind that there is no shortcut on your road to success. The greatest misunderstood concept that seems to repeat itself too often here on Hip Hop NG is the misunderstand that everyone has talent, yes even the pushovers who hide in their mommaz rentals have talent, However SKILL can only be developed by pushing yourself to be better.